A/N: A little heads up you guys. This story will NOT be an "X Reader" thing. I've planned on using my own personal characters that will appear throughout my story. I'm sorry if that displeases you, but it's my fanfiction. Please try to show some respect because I would really like for you guys to simple enjoy it and not hate on me. I'd really appreciate it! Thanks!
“I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and reason. It has been the desperate attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable loneliness and a dread of some strange impending doom.”